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Preventing USA suicide starts with reading and interpreting the signs. Whatever is causing the most stress in our country needs to be corrected, not with medicating the symptoms, but with heart and heroism for fixing the problems. Innovative

United States of America

Do we love her? Then why are we not paying attention to the signs of suicide?

Look at the various synonyms for suicide (the intentional taking of one's own life), as if the word is not strong enough: Recklessness – perversity – rashness – irresponsibility – madness

I know a thing or two about suicide and the loss of someone you love to suicide. My mom Hopefully, her last words to me will prove to be valid: ..."in my failures I only pray that God will make the simple wise. Love you always, Mom" I do not have to guess why I did not notice the signs, I was selfishly preoccupied.  My regrets. We will live with only memories and regrets if we don't pay attention to the signs of USA suicide.

It's been almost 20 years, but I still miss my mom - the good old days! 

My eBook excerpts and thoughts:

I fell on top of her sobbing when the heart monitor made the echoing flatline sound, which never leaves my mind. Her life was gone. She was so young...Now what?

The doctors said that her coma was the result of prescription medication overdose, from which she never awoke. Her husband found her in the morning curled up next to their bed and immediately called 911. Her three boys, at the time 29, 31 and 33, met with her only daughter in the chilling emergency room.

I spent most of the time waiting and pondering self-condemning thoughts, considering her past two suicide attempts; "what could I have done, why did I not see this coming, why now?"

The hospital staff were very compassionate; one nurse tied her hair up with a beautiful red bow and placed rainbow colored toe-socks on her feet for warmth.

My mother was the most beautiful person inside and out. She touched many people in her life but she never knew the scope of her influence. She was only 51 when she died, alone with me in the cold hospital room.

I am Blotman, the one who fell on top of my mother uncontrollably sobbing as her heart stopped beating. She was the best and I was her love child, as she said so many times. Her love in me keeps me from the devil of my dad, which is a part of me...

I gave the good-bye eulogy with overwhelming emotion -- I only hope that Americans and all people strive for peace and welfare for all, seeing the signs.

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I think we all have two distinct natures: we can be an angel at times and do well, but at the same time (and possibly within the same moment) we can be very violent and self-serving devils.

We are so busy with our individual lives that we procrastinate, even with the most important aspects of our life. We also sellout when financial rewards are knocking at our doors. Well, we are a mess and we need a hero to save us from ourselves! I believe that people become the heroes for today and remain heroes of the future when selecting to do the right thing. That is up to you!

What is up to me is making a decision to present HVEMi technology in a way not normally presented—that is, to purposely disclose HVEMi configurations to the world while waiting for laws to pass that will enable average Americans stock ownership with job opportunities. At the same time, understanding patent law, in the event that my patent is not granted we are not without the abilities to pursue HVEMi energy solutions.

In review of this website you will be able to gain the support and knowledge from your immediate circle of friends to produce HVEMi motors, and then later to become qualified HVEMi technicians. The first step is becoming aware of HVEMi technology. The second step is to realize the HVEMi claims as valid, either personally or publically via independent reports.

Where we go from here is up to us.

Preventing USA suicide starts with reading and interpreting the signs. Whatever is causing the most stress in our country needs to be corrected, not with medicating the symptoms, but with heart and heroism for fixing the problems.

Without watching TV or listening to lectures about the state of our economy and the future, we know it’s dismal. However, the internet has allowed us to start in a direction that will enable the majority to accurately connect and participate for proper government oversight within budget.

Let's not wait until it's too late!  Let's all do what we can, even if it's just making a call to express your concern or taking action to demand government reform.

Blotman for President

Blotman for President is not that I am running for office, but that I will support candidates who provide more than just lip service trying to win over different groups of people in America.  You will not see me without my mask or flapping my gums and arms on a stage, I will leave that for the entertainers.

Expecting US is my view of bringing qualified technician teams to promote HVEMi Optimized through demonstrations to the public and building HVEMi motors.

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If you really want to know how high school graduates and struggling families are going to realize the American dream, then review this entire website and follow along with HVEMi invention plans to create 500,000 jobs and 10,000,000 stock ownership opportunities AND too control your energy future and security.

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